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fuck paranoia
#I'm gonna personify it#bc idk how else to cope rn#feeling like shit anyways 😍✌️#hm#its name is acacius#keiran (hypersexuality) 🤝 acacius#they work tg to ruin my life#finn yaps 🎀#I had potential tbh I could've actually been a nice smart kid#I was once at the top of my classes#now i nearly missed failing my last quarter last school year#oh Lord I can't wait until I graduate or something#I have dreams but damn life's persistent in making this hell for me#I try to get help.#but it doesn't really matter what I do ig#probably gonna drop out lmao#I'm sorta on the verge of surrending just everything yk?#who am I even talking to#I feel sick#sigh#vent#fucking again#I don't ever stop do I#I need an actual summer break like goddamn
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I’ve gotta sit down at some point and do a proper classpecting session for the Hermits & co, but for some quick musings Prince of Time!Grian feels appropriate
#mcyt#grian#hermitcraft#homestuck#hermitstuck#grian fanart#daily-grian#mod owl#he's definitely a destructive class/aspect and probably an active class#i took a literal whole class (it was only one day but it WAS a class) on classpects once#i find assigning classpects very fun#anyways other musings off the top of my head: Zed. def light player.#Martyn i think either Mage or. no puns intended. Maid.#Martyn i could see being a time player perhaps. maybe he could also be a thief. hmm#this is what i mean about having to sit down and think about this#i have other thoughts but yknow what yall are just gonna have to ask follow up questions if you wanna hear 'em#there's enough tags here
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wanted to see if I could navigate a video editor to make an animation thingy. the export is low quality ;w; but maybe that adds to it?? also garfield makes a cameo in this
#my doodles#car seat headrest#i don't know if im gonna upload videos i make directly onto tumblr anymore?#just because tumblr has been sorta annoying with videos lately (or at least it has for me)#but i will just post a link to the youtube upload instead probably#thats easier for me. and a lot quicker to just upload once then post a link#thank you and i'm sorry!!!#Youtube#this is more of a powerpoint slideshow than an animation now that i think about it#(not in a bad way. powerpoint was so cool i was top of my primary school class at powerpoint)
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mocumentary-style sitcom about an LDS institute class / student ward about all the shenanigans the YSAs get into. featured arcs include general conference viewing party, attending trek with the stake youth, returned missionaries adjusting to being off the mission, road trips to church historical sites, The Wedding Episode, someone invited their non-member roommate and the talks are kind of weird/its Fast Sunday, Baptism Episode, etc. would ideally include lots of references to LDS cult classics such as The Best Two Years, the singles ward, and such. also one character would have a Tumblrstake / Queerstake blog
working title is just "The Student Ward" but im open to suggestions lol
EDIT: IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO TAG THIS AS LDSHADOWLADY I THOUGHT I DELETED THAT ACCIDENTAL AUTO-TAG LMAO THATS MY BAD
fun fact I used to watch Lizzie all the time as a kid (still occasionally do) and I used to think she was Mormon because... LDS hadowLady lol
#tumblrstake#queerstake#is this is appealing ideal to anyone else#its something ive been daydreaming about for a little while now#will probably definitely never happen but its fun to think about lol#The Student Ward#dream casting: Andrew Garfield as the ward bishop#he needs to be in some positive church media after being in Under the Banner of Heaven#and so far all the characters ive thought of are just based off my friends in my irl institute class / student ward lol#would be mostly humor but would also have like. heartfelt and spiritual moments probably#like Once I Was A Beehive#idk if anyone on here has watched it but its a top tier church-y movie its very funny#ldsblr#pro LDS#Tumblr ward#mormonism#sorry to any mcyters that saw this post because of my mistag
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I'm actually rather surprised that not a single one of the boys made top three. but then again, I suppose the large number of straight men that play this game are not as visible in fan spaces as us lgbt. That is...a fortunate thing, though, I'd argue.
#bg3#thoughts about media#with how much you see of a certain little elf- I figured he'd make the top three. but I see I figured wrong!#the top classes do not surprise me at all.#I take great interest in strategy when it comes to dbd. so I pay the same attention to strategy in bg3.#the top three classes are some of the best classes to choose for combat.#theeeen the choices stray back into RP territory.#rogue has it's uses...but less so than warlock I'd argue.#I'd say wizard and cleric are stronger than rogue too.#hell. I multiclass star into wizard once he's gotten his lvl 3 thief perks. in part for tav lore reasons. in part to maximise his strengths#stealth just isn't consistent enough in this game to pay off. in my opinion.#like the best classes I'd say are sorcerer / paladin / bard / warlock.#fighter is good for multiclassing to gain action surge. and multiclassing into war/tempest cleric can be useful too.#but fully levelling either seems pointless imo.#the race choices are 100% because of RP reasons. the stats do not whatsoever show any influence from min/maxing stats and abilities.#if that were the case. half-orc would be the top. halfing. and drow. I think duegar is good too?#tiefling being up there isn't actually TOO bad either. they are decent for mage classes.#CANNOT believe evoker wizard is the most popular though. other subclasses have better perks imo.#I also think thief is the best subclass of rogue. extra bonus action? and falling damage reduction/cannot fall prone from falling? SO good.#also my sincere congrats to the 464 maniacs who've already destroyed honour mode. you people are bananas.
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I HAVE ADHD MEDICATION IN MY POSSESSION
#once i get back on top of my classes ill do some of the things ive been saying i will i Prommy 🙏#top priority is finishing that drawing of Baron from the Baronies#tied for 2nd priority is chappy 2 of TNTG & Claire Sends Neel To Gamestop For Bambi 2 On PS2
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why did my teachers think it was okay to give us like one single weekend to finish all of our midterm projects and study for our tests.
#slight vent#i have 3 projects and 3 tests#i’m halfway through my lit/history project and halfway through my psych project#and maybe a quarter done with my programming project#which is fucking insane btw cause how tf am i supposed to code a whole video game in like 3 days on top of everything else 😭😭😭#and some things he hasn’t taught us and just thinks that we should just be able to figure out like HELLO???/?///#I DONT HAVE TIME TO TEACH MYSELF NEW CODE#ITS THE MIDTERM/FINAL FOR THE CLASS??????#and once the weekend starts i’ll have no one to trouble shoot my stuff and fix my bugs so literally i’ll be hopeless so 😭😭😭#my calc teacher JUST finished teaching us everything we need for the midterm TODAY. THE MIDTERM IS ON WEDNESDAY. BRO.#my physics teacher doesn’t let us copy down any of our idk test questions or take our old assessments home to study#*old#so we get to look em over for like 20 mins and hand em back. which doesn’t exact fucking help me when i’m studying for the midterm.#WITH NO STUDY GUIDE.#my teachers even said that this years midterms are worse than previous years cause they’re all in a row instead of split by a weekend#we’ve had 2 delayed openings and 1 early dismissal this week which means we have less time to work on our midterm projects in class 😭😭😭😭#i’m so overwhelmed i’m gonna explode#by the time i finish these projects i’m not gonna have anymore energy/time to study for my tests. WHICH IS THE HARD SHIT BTW.
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b99 Doodles (Terry & Holt have an underratedly sweet friendship)
#b99#Kevin Cozner#Raymond Holt#that stuff about their families are just my headcanons of course#Holt seems like a perfectionist...student government + debate club + founded the first LGBT club unofficially + Top of his class + Volunteer#work and tutoring on weekends#Meanwhile Kevin was skipping school to read shakespeare or go see an old film and think about how much he wanted to get out of this#NIGHTMARE suburb...#Kevin seems like he stopped being angsty and mad only once he got to college and was able to be himself more authentically#I think Debbie does something where she talks to a lot of people as a job - like a receptionist. Something where she can be friendly and get#a lot of gossip...she was also involved in a lot of clubs and afterschool activities...powerhouses those Holts#Debbie appeared in ONE episode and yet she was so sweet in that ep v_v literally got cheated on but was like 'oh my god!!! No don't worry#about me - I'll be alright - I don't wanna stress you out!!' ...obviously loves her brother a lot <3#b99 fanart
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bro i love the language spanish but my fucking spanish teacher is actually insane shes fucking crazy shes so RAHHHH she makes me so MAD ive never hated a teacher as much as i hate her shes SO BAD YOU GUYS I SHOULDVE TAKEN FRENCH
#ITS SO WILD BECAUSE THE FRENCH TEACHER IS THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF HER#i know the french teacher i had a non french class with her once#my spanish teacher had a test planned for tuesday but she wasnt there so it was supposed to be TOMORROW but shes not gonna be there either#so shes making the ENTIRE CLASS come AFTER SCHOOL next wednesday AFTER MY STATE TESTING#I DONT WANT TO DO THAT?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!#JUST MOVE THE TEST THE WEEK AFTER???? WE HAVE A NORMAL WEEK?????#but nooo cus she has ANOTHER TEST THAT WEEK TOO on TOP of our FINAL EXAM#SHES SO INSANE#ALL HER TESTS ARE LIKE A MILLION PAGES LONG TOO#I HATE YOU MS JOHNSON PLAGUE BE UPON YE#rant
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I'm going to complain about something that may sound petty to a lot of people but listen: anyone who works closely with indigenous communities and then offers a service (be it healing methods, cultural education, whatever) must offer either open access to indigenous peoples of that community and Nation, or at the very least an indigenous rate that is lower, and more accessible, than the honestly overpriced rate at which those same services are being offered to the mainstream public. Specially if the price you're charging as an outsider is in US dollars while the local currency used by indigenous peoples of the area is subject to US-driven inflation and US sanctions. We don't have US dollars, we can't pay extra for US dollars, the difference in currency is too big, and that's without counting fees that we, as locals, have to pay because our governments consider anything being paid in US dollars a "Luxury Buy", plus international fees, and thus there's more ridiculously high taxes to pay ontop of the price you set.
Every indigenous educator I've known is extremely flexible with pricing because we know this. We know often people of the same Nation are scattered across borders in Latin America, we know that profit is not our goal here, education and healing and building up our communities is. So we offer indigenous rates, divide payments as much as possible, sliding-scales and even half or full scholarships to other indigenous peoples, often all of these at the same time, to make it more accessible. It's nonsense for outsiders to gatekeep indigenous knowledge and medicine away from that very same indigenous people, by making it not monetarily accessible to them, but keeping it accessible only to outsiders from an entirely different country. It happens so often that we even have a name for that phenomenon, actually: spiritual extractivism.
If I, as an indigenous person from the same Nation you're taking knowledge and medicine from, read "40% of the pricing goes back to indigenous communities!" and that exact 40% inflation of the price is the reason I can't pay for it... we have a problem. Deciding the pricing based only on what white people or any outsider to the culture "should" pay to "give back to the traditional medicine holders" but never ensuring that, at the same time, you're leaving some other door open to indigenous peoples... is still centering white supremacy and profit. It makes no sense because that exact same inflated price is the thing keeping the local indigenous peoples from being able to access the knowledge and medicine you're taking from our Elders. If you want to keep true, healthy reciprocity, you should offer separate rates, or find some more ways to ensure that the knowledge and medicine you're taking from our Elders finds it's way back to indigenous hands.
#yes I am once again pissed at US imperialism#what a surprise#my notes#decolonization#indigenous medicine#the last time I went to an open class about traditional midwifery#and at the end the two speakers were advertising an upcoming course about the same topic right?#and an Elder that was present literally stood up and said 'it's interesting and you're both very kind but...#the price is completely over the top#I needed to say that#it's too much and you should rethink your actions'#and mind you this was an indigenous Elder answering back to two young indigenous women !!!#the Elders are always EXTREMELY critical of putting a price to our medicine#when an outsider does it?????? and leaves us entirely out of the equation???#in my opinion it's just bold disrespect and disconnection from the actual Elders' wishes
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how to email professor about them being disrespectful of ur time and to please post assignments not 24 hrs before they’re due
#posted two assignments this (sunday) morning due tomorrow (monday) night despite us only having#lecture once a week on tuesday nights#bitch u should have assigned this LAST WEDNESDAY!!!!#i have already planned everything i need to do for the next 48 hrs and ur stupid fucking policy research paper proposal#cannot suddenly take top priority bc u assigned it last minute without any mention in class#meanwhile i have actual big girl classes to worry abt like this fuckass biochem exam. do u want me to kill myself BE HONEST#i’m so pissed i’ve had this prof before and she’s so fucking disorganized and incapable of explaining herself it makes me want#to tear out my hair#lucky me she is also one of my advisors now 😁☝️ according to the email i got yesterday#not for long tho i’m requesting a new one asap i CANNOT give her any morsel of responsibility for my career#I NEED A GUN#the gun is for myself fbi i am not making a threat. obama voice let me be clear
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Small and low quality Mizuchi ft smol baby Yato
It's been a while. I miss these posts :(
#noragami#mizuchi#yato#Noragami spoilers#i'm thinking of coming back to this blog#like posting frequently like i used to#not everyday but hopefully at least once a week#life has been so hectic#firstly i think last year i lost commitment for this blog cuz i was hyperfixating on a visual novel series#and that series literally took my attention away from everything i swear l#and then this year happened oh dear lord school is beating me to a pulp every damn week#started at a new school in november & it took me long to make friends#and on top of that most of my classes are ultra boring and the teachers pile on work like crazy#i have to push myself so hard and burn out at the end of every week to get every assignment turned in#only got a month left of school so yea but also nay cuz there's sm left to do#got a damn eoc exam tomorrow and then a physics exam the next day#i have a performance for my asl class which im so not prepared for in a few weeks#and then finals like the week after the performance i think?#oh and my algebra teacher said she's giving us another exam before the final#very fun!! i love being a high schooler XD
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I havent even gotten to the assignment yet 😭😭😭😭😭😭 this was all me just learning and making a reference for the conjugations so I wouldn't have to scroll 24/7
#if the crop is weird its bc im a dumbass and accidentally had my full name at the top#homework tag#ok i need to lock in i have 40 mins until an extra credit lecture after which im#participating in a language study after which i have spanish club after that i have star wars club#and on top of all that i have a short story to read in spanish plus discussion questions that will likely have to be done after 8pm when i#m done w activies bc were doing portuguese now#blah#istg once you get past preterite every language class just decides to dump every conjugation on your head all at once 💀#there are some verbs i dont even remember the present for in port lol this class goes so fast
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top 5 books?
im so sorry i hit my post limit literally two minutes before i got this ask skjsk
oh god thats a tough one. can't do all time so i'm gonna go for like my current faves. Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer, Life on Mars by Tracy K. Smith, Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo, Sula by Toni Morrison, Howl by Allen Ginsberg, but thats just rn though
#heartbreakingly these are all usamerican books. tbf i did say just rn and most of our readings for class rn are usamerican#of the last few years i gotta mention on the road/ crime&punishment/ tintenherz/ les misérables/ hamlet / leaves of grass/ DNA/ hunger game#also finally reading some neruda again now that i appreciate poetry better and i think thats also gonna end up top 5 soon but im not done#asks#books#this just ended up being a lot of poetry sorry#im in my poetry loving era once more
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just took and passed my last ever exam as a student hehe i’m graduatingggg!!
#spent every other week in my program convinced i was going to not pass an exam and be kicked out#(they’re not very forgiving) BUT i’m practically all done now and graduating (top of my class i might add hehe)#the first month in i was convinced i failed an exam bc the exam was half stuff they said would not be on the exam and i believed them :\#and i sent my friends texts from when i was spiraling along the lines of “’typing to you while crouching on my kitchen floor sipping#leftover coffe and surrounded by cans of beans’ (don’t ask) and every once and awhile they’d bring that text up for a good laugh BUT look#at me now.. i’m on the other side!!
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Gamers, I fear I may have boydyked too close to the sun (the stress is really starting to Get to m
#lostwood.txt#rambling#vent#one thing about being a system w an inner world is that you will Know when you fucked up#and brother. i have fucked ***Up***#i could handle the gamejam stuff#i could handle the class stuff#but the housing stuff?#on top of everything else?#like okay. I'll probably be alright. I'm stressing because i have TWO classes tomorrow#*and* a face to face appointment the day after which means no recovery time#but I'll get through it. I'll be okay. i just need to breathe.#i have absolutely bitten off more than i can chew atm and I'm panicking about it#but like. it's okay. i can handle it.#it's a lot and it's scary but it's okay.#i don't have a lot of time for my own projects rn and that's upsetting#but i can make time.#the housing stuff... eh.. that's going to be intensely stressful no matter what. obviously.#but ultimately. I'm just applying for a very stressful waiting list 👍#I'm easily overwhelmed but this *is* manageable. i just need to slow down and remember that i don't need to do all of it at once.
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