#I was once at the top of my classes
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fuck paranoia
#I'm gonna personify it#bc idk how else to cope rn#feeling like shit anyways 😍✌️#hm#its name is acacius#keiran (hypersexuality) 🤝 acacius#they work tg to ruin my life#finn yaps 🎀#I had potential tbh I could've actually been a nice smart kid#I was once at the top of my classes#now i nearly missed failing my last quarter last school year#oh Lord I can't wait until I graduate or something#I have dreams but damn life's persistent in making this hell for me#I try to get help.#but it doesn't really matter what I do ig#probably gonna drop out lmao#I'm sorta on the verge of surrending just everything yk?#who am I even talking to#I feel sick#sigh#vent#fucking again#I don't ever stop do I#I need an actual summer break like goddamn
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I’ve gotta sit down at some point and do a proper classpecting session for the Hermits & co, but for some quick musings Prince of Time!Grian feels appropriate
#mcyt#grian#hermitcraft#homestuck#hermitstuck#grian fanart#daily-grian#mod owl#he's definitely a destructive class/aspect and probably an active class#i took a literal whole class (it was only one day but it WAS a class) on classpects once#i find assigning classpects very fun#anyways other musings off the top of my head: Zed. def light player.#Martyn i think either Mage or. no puns intended. Maid.#Martyn i could see being a time player perhaps. maybe he could also be a thief. hmm#this is what i mean about having to sit down and think about this#i have other thoughts but yknow what yall are just gonna have to ask follow up questions if you wanna hear 'em#there's enough tags here
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mocumentary-style sitcom about an LDS institute class / student ward about all the shenanigans the YSAs get into. featured arcs include general conference viewing party, attending trek with the stake youth, returned missionaries adjusting to being off the mission, road trips to church historical sites, The Wedding Episode, someone invited their non-member roommate and the talks are kind of weird/its Fast Sunday, Baptism Episode, etc. would ideally include lots of references to LDS cult classics such as The Best Two Years, the singles ward, and such. also one character would have a Tumblrstake / Queerstake blog
working title is just "The Student Ward" but im open to suggestions lol
EDIT: IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO TAG THIS AS LDSHADOWLADY I THOUGHT I DELETED THAT ACCIDENTAL AUTO-TAG LMAO THATS MY BAD
fun fact I used to watch Lizzie all the time as a kid (still occasionally do) and I used to think she was Mormon because... LDS hadowLady lol
#tumblrstake#queerstake#is this is appealing ideal to anyone else#its something ive been daydreaming about for a little while now#will probably definitely never happen but its fun to think about lol#The Student Ward#dream casting: Andrew Garfield as the ward bishop#he needs to be in some positive church media after being in Under the Banner of Heaven#and so far all the characters ive thought of are just based off my friends in my irl institute class / student ward lol#would be mostly humor but would also have like. heartfelt and spiritual moments probably#like Once I Was A Beehive#idk if anyone on here has watched it but its a top tier church-y movie its very funny#ldsblr#pro LDS#Tumblr ward#mormonism#sorry to any mcyters that saw this post because of my mistag
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I'm actually rather surprised that not a single one of the boys made top three. but then again, I suppose the large number of straight men that play this game are not as visible in fan spaces as us lgbt. That is...a fortunate thing, though, I'd argue.
#bg3#thoughts about media#with how much you see of a certain little elf- I figured he'd make the top three. but I see I figured wrong!#the top classes do not surprise me at all.#I take great interest in strategy when it comes to dbd. so I pay the same attention to strategy in bg3.#the top three classes are some of the best classes to choose for combat.#theeeen the choices stray back into RP territory.#rogue has it's uses...but less so than warlock I'd argue.#I'd say wizard and cleric are stronger than rogue too.#hell. I multiclass star into wizard once he's gotten his lvl 3 thief perks. in part for tav lore reasons. in part to maximise his strengths#stealth just isn't consistent enough in this game to pay off. in my opinion.#like the best classes I'd say are sorcerer / paladin / bard / warlock.#fighter is good for multiclassing to gain action surge. and multiclassing into war/tempest cleric can be useful too.#but fully levelling either seems pointless imo.#the race choices are 100% because of RP reasons. the stats do not whatsoever show any influence from min/maxing stats and abilities.#if that were the case. half-orc would be the top. halfing. and drow. I think duegar is good too?#tiefling being up there isn't actually TOO bad either. they are decent for mage classes.#CANNOT believe evoker wizard is the most popular though. other subclasses have better perks imo.#I also think thief is the best subclass of rogue. extra bonus action? and falling damage reduction/cannot fall prone from falling? SO good.#also my sincere congrats to the 464 maniacs who've already destroyed honour mode. you people are bananas.
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I HAVE ADHD MEDICATION IN MY POSSESSION
#once i get back on top of my classes ill do some of the things ive been saying i will i Prommy 🙏#top priority is finishing that drawing of Baron from the Baronies#tied for 2nd priority is chappy 2 of TNTG & Claire Sends Neel To Gamestop For Bambi 2 On PS2
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why did my teachers think it was okay to give us like one single weekend to finish all of our midterm projects and study for our tests.
#slight vent#i have 3 projects and 3 tests#i’m halfway through my lit/history project and halfway through my psych project#and maybe a quarter done with my programming project#which is fucking insane btw cause how tf am i supposed to code a whole video game in like 3 days on top of everything else 😭😭😭#and some things he hasn’t taught us and just thinks that we should just be able to figure out like HELLO???/?///#I DONT HAVE TIME TO TEACH MYSELF NEW CODE#ITS THE MIDTERM/FINAL FOR THE CLASS??????#and once the weekend starts i’ll have no one to trouble shoot my stuff and fix my bugs so literally i’ll be hopeless so 😭😭😭#my calc teacher JUST finished teaching us everything we need for the midterm TODAY. THE MIDTERM IS ON WEDNESDAY. BRO.#my physics teacher doesn’t let us copy down any of our idk test questions or take our old assessments home to study#*old#so we get to look em over for like 20 mins and hand em back. which doesn’t exact fucking help me when i’m studying for the midterm.#WITH NO STUDY GUIDE.#my teachers even said that this years midterms are worse than previous years cause they’re all in a row instead of split by a weekend#we’ve had 2 delayed openings and 1 early dismissal this week which means we have less time to work on our midterm projects in class 😭😭😭😭#i’m so overwhelmed i’m gonna explode#by the time i finish these projects i’m not gonna have anymore energy/time to study for my tests. WHICH IS THE HARD SHIT BTW.
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b99 Doodles (Terry & Holt have an underratedly sweet friendship)
#b99#Kevin Cozner#Raymond Holt#that stuff about their families are just my headcanons of course#Holt seems like a perfectionist...student government + debate club + founded the first LGBT club unofficially + Top of his class + Volunteer#work and tutoring on weekends#Meanwhile Kevin was skipping school to read shakespeare or go see an old film and think about how much he wanted to get out of this#NIGHTMARE suburb...#Kevin seems like he stopped being angsty and mad only once he got to college and was able to be himself more authentically#I think Debbie does something where she talks to a lot of people as a job - like a receptionist. Something where she can be friendly and get#a lot of gossip...she was also involved in a lot of clubs and afterschool activities...powerhouses those Holts#Debbie appeared in ONE episode and yet she was so sweet in that ep v_v literally got cheated on but was like 'oh my god!!! No don't worry#about me - I'll be alright - I don't wanna stress you out!!' ...obviously loves her brother a lot <3#b99 fanart
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bro i love the language spanish but my fucking spanish teacher is actually insane shes fucking crazy shes so RAHHHH she makes me so MAD ive never hated a teacher as much as i hate her shes SO BAD YOU GUYS I SHOULDVE TAKEN FRENCH
#ITS SO WILD BECAUSE THE FRENCH TEACHER IS THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF HER#i know the french teacher i had a non french class with her once#my spanish teacher had a test planned for tuesday but she wasnt there so it was supposed to be TOMORROW but shes not gonna be there either#so shes making the ENTIRE CLASS come AFTER SCHOOL next wednesday AFTER MY STATE TESTING#I DONT WANT TO DO THAT?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!#JUST MOVE THE TEST THE WEEK AFTER???? WE HAVE A NORMAL WEEK?????#but nooo cus she has ANOTHER TEST THAT WEEK TOO on TOP of our FINAL EXAM#SHES SO INSANE#ALL HER TESTS ARE LIKE A MILLION PAGES LONG TOO#I HATE YOU MS JOHNSON PLAGUE BE UPON YE#rant
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how to email professor about them being disrespectful of ur time and to please post assignments not 24 hrs before they’re due
#posted two assignments this (sunday) morning due tomorrow (monday) night despite us only having#lecture once a week on tuesday nights#bitch u should have assigned this LAST WEDNESDAY!!!!#i have already planned everything i need to do for the next 48 hrs and ur stupid fucking policy research paper proposal#cannot suddenly take top priority bc u assigned it last minute without any mention in class#meanwhile i have actual big girl classes to worry abt like this fuckass biochem exam. do u want me to kill myself BE HONEST#i’m so pissed i’ve had this prof before and she’s so fucking disorganized and incapable of explaining herself it makes me want#to tear out my hair#lucky me she is also one of my advisors now 😁☝️ according to the email i got yesterday#not for long tho i’m requesting a new one asap i CANNOT give her any morsel of responsibility for my career#I NEED A GUN#the gun is for myself fbi i am not making a threat. obama voice let me be clear
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Small and low quality Mizuchi ft smol baby Yato
It's been a while. I miss these posts :(
#noragami#mizuchi#yato#Noragami spoilers#i'm thinking of coming back to this blog#like posting frequently like i used to#not everyday but hopefully at least once a week#life has been so hectic#firstly i think last year i lost commitment for this blog cuz i was hyperfixating on a visual novel series#and that series literally took my attention away from everything i swear l#and then this year happened oh dear lord school is beating me to a pulp every damn week#started at a new school in november & it took me long to make friends#and on top of that most of my classes are ultra boring and the teachers pile on work like crazy#i have to push myself so hard and burn out at the end of every week to get every assignment turned in#only got a month left of school so yea but also nay cuz there's sm left to do#got a damn eoc exam tomorrow and then a physics exam the next day#i have a performance for my asl class which im so not prepared for in a few weeks#and then finals like the week after the performance i think?#oh and my algebra teacher said she's giving us another exam before the final#very fun!! i love being a high schooler XD
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top 5 books?
im so sorry i hit my post limit literally two minutes before i got this ask skjsk
oh god thats a tough one. can't do all time so i'm gonna go for like my current faves. Annihilation by Jeff Vandermeer, Life on Mars by Tracy K. Smith, Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo, Sula by Toni Morrison, Howl by Allen Ginsberg, but thats just rn though
#heartbreakingly these are all usamerican books. tbf i did say just rn and most of our readings for class rn are usamerican#of the last few years i gotta mention on the road/ crime&punishment/ tintenherz/ les misérables/ hamlet / leaves of grass/ DNA/ hunger game#also finally reading some neruda again now that i appreciate poetry better and i think thats also gonna end up top 5 soon but im not done#asks#books#this just ended up being a lot of poetry sorry#im in my poetry loving era once more
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#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff#hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o#istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this#so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours#then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic.#and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19....#i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much#she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet#i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do???#ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me??#i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo#then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks#and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts#ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life#but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today#just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol)#i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om
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just took and passed my last ever exam as a student hehe i’m graduatingggg!!
#spent every other week in my program convinced i was going to not pass an exam and be kicked out#(they’re not very forgiving) BUT i’m practically all done now and graduating (top of my class i might add hehe)#the first month in i was convinced i failed an exam bc the exam was half stuff they said would not be on the exam and i believed them :\#and i sent my friends texts from when i was spiraling along the lines of “’typing to you while crouching on my kitchen floor sipping#leftover coffe and surrounded by cans of beans’ (don’t ask) and every once and awhile they’d bring that text up for a good laugh BUT look#at me now.. i’m on the other side!!
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Gamers, I fear I may have boydyked too close to the sun (the stress is really starting to Get to m
#lostwood.txt#rambling#vent#one thing about being a system w an inner world is that you will Know when you fucked up#and brother. i have fucked ***Up***#i could handle the gamejam stuff#i could handle the class stuff#but the housing stuff?#on top of everything else?#like okay. I'll probably be alright. I'm stressing because i have TWO classes tomorrow#*and* a face to face appointment the day after which means no recovery time#but I'll get through it. I'll be okay. i just need to breathe.#i have absolutely bitten off more than i can chew atm and I'm panicking about it#but like. it's okay. i can handle it.#it's a lot and it's scary but it's okay.#i don't have a lot of time for my own projects rn and that's upsetting#but i can make time.#the housing stuff... eh.. that's going to be intensely stressful no matter what. obviously.#but ultimately. I'm just applying for a very stressful waiting list 👍#I'm easily overwhelmed but this *is* manageable. i just need to slow down and remember that i don't need to do all of it at once.
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physically incapable of taking notes in a way that doesn't make a 6 hour reading out of a 2 hour reading
#does this make sense? idk my wrist hurts#ive been doing readings all day (minus an unfortunate amount of breaks for tumblr oops) and im somehow through only like 3 of em#i have 2 more + a poem to write and that's not even counting two of my classes i need to make up#my attendance is bad bc i skip classes to catch up on work and then i don't get it done bc it takes me forever!! so then i have to catch up#even more anyway on top of going to class!!! i am once again convinced i am not built for anything the world asks of me#in ways im not going to dwell on bc they're horribly depressinf and i still have all that work to do. yeah 👍
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i Never would have guessed my top songs
#I played the first song for like 3 hours when I was drawing w a friend once and didn’t even realize it so it makes sense why that’s my top#song FHSKDH it loops really nicely#dlc being SECOND though#I guess I am in a dance class bc of it but like .. I didn’t think it was that serious#I’m so real for my last three#I’m a real one🕺🏽#and the poles and seotaiji easily making their way up there is so interesting#I listened to them a Lot earlier in the year#I still do now but not assss much yknow#anyways#an
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